I have lost the one I love the most. And I will never really get over it. She is dead. And the promise I made her is the only thing that keeps me alive.
My name is Bella. I'm a ballerina. I'm on my way to perfection. Physical perfection. I want to be thin, more than I want to live. I want my bones to show, each day more than they already do.
Self-harmer.
Im worthless. I'm selfish, mean, cold, sarcastic, basically not worth anyones time.
Everyone thinks I am a happy girl. I will never admit to anyone how much pain I live with. I don't think they'd care though.
I am a horrible person.
I'm always here if you want to talk, and I follow back.